I can't lose our friendship; it means more to me than life
But selfishly I know this will cause a lot of pain and strife.
I know it's a delusion but I am holding it close to my heart
And that's where it will stay forever to ensure we will never be apart.
A day might arise when I must make a declaration of guilt
This day we will be able to share all the memories we have built,
Not knowing what the future holds or if this is even a probability
That one day our love will stand tall without instability