That's it, I can't do this anymore…. I feel the end is near
Should I use pills, a gun, or hang myself.
No one in this cruel world understands or even cares about
my plight. He is hitting me at home; no one at work respects me
or cares about what I have to say, I wait each day…. and there is
never a kind word.
"What do you mean no? Who are you, I am not your
Daughter, I don't even know you."
"Why should I believe, more importantly why should
I listen to you."
"Don't you understand, I have done all I can do, I have
nothing left to give, nothing left to live for."
Help me, please someone help me!
"What else do I have to lose?" "Well I guess nothing,
here is my hand, lead me as you will." "You said your name is GOD, but I can
call you Mother/Father?"
I am walking down the roads of remembrance, restoration,
forgiveness, reconciliation, consecration and healing.
"You are right, I am not alone. It is an honor to call you Father/Mother, GOD, Allah, Jehovah,
Prince of Peace, Lily of the Valley, my all and all…. the Intercessor."
I will never again forget to look to the hills…. my help comes from GOD.